Ponderings

The past few days my mind has revisited a place it was in the past.  This relates to bdsm.  Sometimes I have a craving for pain, to have it inflicted upon me or tied up or otherwise restrained.  Possibly a combination of the two.  I've never had a partner who has pushed my limits or even come close.  I would like to at least approach these limits.  In my mind there are very few things I feel I cannot handle along those lines.  I would like to know if this is true.

I've also been thinking about polyamory.  I do feel that I can give my love to more than one person at a time.  I do not get jealous if a partner is with another, as long as I know about it of course. Right now, however, I'm single.  If the situation for multiple simulataneous relationships presents itself, I may follow through with this.

Anxiety

Anxiety is like a prison without walls
Doing time for a crime you didn't commit
For help you call
Most people probably think you're a misfit
However, you're innocence you must declare
But who could believe?
There is such despair
Can anyone conceive?

Jaclyn Horton

My Beloved I long for you

My beloved, I long for you
It is true
How many lives without you must I live?
Why must you be so elusive?
I try to grow as much as I can
So that I might be good enough that is my plan
So I continue on
In hopes that our souls may dance until dawn

Jaclyn Horton

Majestic Blessings

I am so blessed to have been able to see all 3 shores of this large and majestic land.

I thank Mother-Father God for this opportunity.

We take so many things for granted. Sometimes we need to just stop and think about how wonderful and majestic this land is, that we are able to witness the Majesty of God. 

Not only us within these united States, but also peoples throughout the land are able to witness this Spectacle. Despite our differences, there are more similarities than differences and we all live underneath the same stars. We are all created by One Creator, although we may call Him-Her by different names. 

May there truly be peace on earth.

Jaclyn Horton