Everything Reminds Me of Her

It seems all the posts I see seem to remind me of Rhiannan. I realize the writers' didn't intend them that way but I still see her through them. While I'm not crying at the drop of a hat anymore, my thoughts still go back to her. I have a feeling that's not going to change anytime soon. I wonder if things will ever change, if we will ever become friends again. I hope we do but, at the same time, I only want this to happen if we will both benefit from it. I am leaving it up to her. I feel that me going to her would be an intrusion of her privacy. I did put the location (her apartment) of where a picture of Jazmine was taken. She did respond to it, which was nice. I felt that we were both in agreement that we wanted Jazmine to come "home." My wishes are that she will receive healing and love.