Today I met with my friend Molly. Molly and I have been through much together. The first time we met in person was in Wisconsin, although I knew her online before that point. I had told her I was planning to move to Alabama but not before going back to Wisconsin, at the end of January, to visit Tiffany, my daughter. Molly said she would like to reconnect there. She may go back go back to Wisconsin before I do and we could connect there. She may go on to Alabama with me. That would be nice to have another person I know there. My parents had asked if I would move back to Alabama a few days ago. I had been undecided until I went to a ceremony at my friend, Quynh's house. The ceremony clarified things for me. Quhyn did mention what she had seen concerning this trip. She saw that my dad would not change, indeed, she saw that he has his back turned towards me. This probably has to do with the fact that he sees me as an embarrassment due to my transition from male to female. Quhyn saw that my mother, on the other hand, was loving towards me. This is the way I see things too. With Molly going, I will have multiple people supporting me. My friend Susan, who was a therapist for me when I lived down there before. I'm looking at the cities of Montgomery, Prattville, and Auburn. I would also like to be near water. The Alabama River flows through Prattville, which would be a definite plus. I'm a huge Auburn fan, so it would be great living that close to the university. I envision a house that is like a sanctuary for Sophia with tapestries inside and pictures of incarnations of Sophia such as Mary Magdalene and Mother Mary. It would be on or near the water. I will be able to visit my parents and my 2 boys with me living in the Montgomery area.
I think I hurt a rib on my left side. I either cracked a rib, bruised it or hurt a muscle between the lung and the rib cage if I were to guess. Tonight I had a fairly major asthma attack. I'm now out of puffs on all inhalers. I have $12 to my name so I can't get a refill on it right now. I will get paid on Wednesday the 19th, so I'll try to hold on till then. Coffee seems to help some so I guess I'll be drinking lots of coffee lol.
I'm feeling really thankful for those who have stuck around for me and supported me. Yes, the one person I really want to support me isn't here, but there's nothing I can do about that. I will accept the support of those that have stuck around. I'm hoping things will go well in Alabama. I will stay in communication with my friends in the Bay Area. I feel I've grown quite a bit while living here.
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