So Tired

I'm so, so tired. Tired of this existence. Today I found out my Federal Tax refund of $480 is being applied to something else. Perhaps student loans, I don't know. They don't fucking understand what my life is like, what's more they don't even care. As long as they get their fucking money. I would be glad to pay if I had the money to pay them. Instead I end up using it for things to survive on. I can't even go to the store to buy groceries, or get tags for my car, or insurance. It never ends. I'm so tired. Sometimes I just want out. How much is enough? How much do I have to bleed? Till I run out of blood? I feel like some people and even this entire system is only here to see how much they can get out of me until I'm run dry, when I'm bled out, then cast aside because I'll be of no use to them anymore.