Rhiannan's Birthday

Today is Rhiannan's birthday. I've never failed to wish her a Happy Birthday. I do wish her one through the ethers. I truly hope she has a happy one and enjoys her day. I miss her so much. Some times more than others of course. This is one of those days that I especially miss her. I find it hard to completely let go of her. I know I really need to do this but it is so difficult for me. Even after almost a year has passed. When I love someone, it seems to be a life sentence. She apparently doesn't feel this way. Truth is, it always seemed more one sided to me. I would've given my life for her if required. Still I am trying to push through. Push through the best that I possibly can. I truly hope she finds peace, healing and love in her life.