Wanting a place of my own

Here lately I've been wanting a place of my own, even more than I have in the past. I want to be my own person, to be myself. While I feel I am supported in most things living here, I feel there are some private things that I can't do. When I had my own place or when I was living in the motel room I feel like I had more freedom. While I don't feel comfortable sharing the details, I feel there are some things that most would think are dirty or disgusting but that I enjoy or crave. I want grow as a person in all areas. I feel more restricted living in a communal environment, which in many ways, this is. I am opening myself to having my own place, to living in a house or apartment, just me and Jasper my cat.