Missing my spiritual teacher tonight

I'm missing my spiritual teacher, Brooke, tonight. Even though she passed from this plane several months ago, I couldn't help but have this feeling of how much I miss her, how much I would love to talk to her, tell her what's going on in my life lately. Even more so, tell her about what's going on spiritually in my life lately. What I would give to receive a hug from her. I can't help but think she would be happy for me. Especially considering where I was over the past few months when I was unfriended by someone I considered to be my best friend. Of course I did pray a prayer asking for everything or everyone that hindered my spiritual growth to be removed from my life. Not long after that I was unfriended. So I do think there was a connection there. I also think I need to be careful about jumping back to being in a relationship with Rhiannan. I tend to think that's what Brooke would say if she were here. Perhaps Lilith had a part in that. I tend to see Her like Kali, as destroying what does not work for me. In this case it was a friendship. I should be careful not to try to recreate what was destroyed by Her.