This morning, one of my closest friend, if not my closest friend, told me she doesn't want me to discuss Sandy anymore with her. Apparently it is triggering her. This makes me feel even more alone. I can't help but miss Sandy, yes I wish there was some way to salvage things. I'm hurting so deeply, hurting to the core right now. Now I'm not able to discuss something that is so very much a part of me right now. I understand but it hurts, it's like I'm feeling hurt on two fronts. Of course now she's afraid it will affect our friendship. I rarely abandon people, especially close friends. Actually I'm usually the one that gets abandoned.
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