Damn I miss you! I miss you so much. Even though you shattered my heart into a billion pieces, I still miss you. I miss our spiritual talks, I miss our grand plans to go to Egypt, Ireland, Coney Island, and going to see Bella's house. I miss us talking about studying together about so many things. I really believed in us. I believed our souls would grow together as our bodies would become one. I believed in us in union. I believed we would join in the Bridal Chamber as Yeshua and Mary did. I believed so many things. Was I being naive? I don't want to believe so, but I'm afraid I might have been. I loved you so, so very much. I can't seem to hold back the tears as I type this. I still love you. I still find myself wishing there was a way to save "us." To want to believe we could still go to Egypt one day. Am I a fool for believing this? I want to believe. Am I believing a lie?
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